F.R.I.E.N.D.S + The One Where They All Turn Thirty
fangirl challenge → [4/20] male characters: Jess Mariano (Gilmore Girls)
“I wanna be good, life’s just not letting me.”
This is going to be a very long week
2 exams tuesday
huge assignment due wednesday
stage thursday-friday (have to start my program)
And then starting Saturday I’m on Spring break yay
“Tonks deserves somebody young and whole."
“But she wants you”
Get to Know Me Meme - Favorite Couples [1/5] - Nymphadora Tonks & Remus Lupin
I really hate that watching TV is associated with being lazy and boring while reading books is associated with being smart and profound. Both are really fucking great ways of telling stories and if you find a story that moves you, whether it’s a 900 page novel, a tv show, a film, a comic, or a sentence engraved on a slice of bread IT IS WORTHY OF YOUR TIME!
I don’t like change and I don’t do well with being alone, which is why I held on so long. I didn’t think that I’d ever be able to find someone who would love me, so I stayed with you out of fear of being alone as well as comfort in the relationship. I now know that the last 2 years at least were a lie. I was lying to myself about being happy and loving you and you did the same. I never would have had the strength to leave. So, although it hurt me when you left because it meant you no longer cared about me, it was the best thing you ever did and I’m thankful you did. What hurts me is how long you lied to me. Not only during the relationship but after. And how you made me feel like I was crazy for thinking these things. Yet, here we are and you’ve proved me right. I just wish you would have told me the truth. It would have saved both of us a lot of pain. Also, what you did to me is disgusting, immature and unforgivable and I can’t believe you would do that after supposedly caring about me for 3 years. It’s completely unfathomable to me. But I guess it helped me get over you that much quicker, so thank you for that.
This last month has been amazing.
There’s so much going on in my head but I can’t seem to form a sentence out of any of it.